{"id":1072,"date":"2022-03-30T20:23:13","date_gmt":"2022-03-30T20:23:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/?page_id=1072"},"modified":"2024-09-23T19:36:53","modified_gmt":"2024-09-23T19:36:53","slug":"iambrokenandiamwholeeaker-2","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/?page_id=1072","title":{"rendered":"i am broken and i am whole sak\u00e2w laboucan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-text-color has-css-opacity has-background alignwide\" style=\"background-color:#407dc0;color:#407dc0\"\/>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-06a40c99 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\" style=\"padding-top:2px;padding-right:2px;padding-bottom:2px;padding-left:2px\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:60%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignwide size-large image is-style-twentytwentyone-border\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/37-i-am-broken-and-i-am-whole-eaker-Megan-Eaker_-1-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-990\" srcset=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/37-i-am-broken-and-i-am-whole-eaker-Megan-Eaker_-1-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/37-i-am-broken-and-i-am-whole-eaker-Megan-Eaker_-1-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/37-i-am-broken-and-i-am-whole-eaker-Megan-Eaker_-1-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/37-i-am-broken-and-i-am-whole-eaker-Megan-Eaker_-1-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/37-i-am-broken-and-i-am-whole-eaker-Megan-Eaker_-1-1568x2091.jpg 1568w, https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/37-i-am-broken-and-i-am-whole-eaker-Megan-Eaker_-1-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-bottom is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:40%\">\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\" id=\"vortex\">i am broken and i am whole eaker<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"line-height:1\"><a href=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/?page_id=1749\">sak\u00e2w laboucan<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-extra-small-font-size\" style=\"line-height:1.5\">Photograph and poem<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">I took this photo while walking in downtown Edmonton an evening this past summer. It reminded me of a poem I had written about my experience of mental illness.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-06a40c99 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\" style=\"padding-top:2px;padding-right:2px;padding-bottom:2px;padding-left:2px\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:60%\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-top is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:40%\">\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">when I can&#8217;t take it anymore<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">I stand in the middle of suburban streets, and scream at the top of my lungs<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">until I collapse&#8230; leaving my shattered consciousness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">scattered on the pavement.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-9d6595d7 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile\" style=\"grid-template-columns:15% auto\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><a href=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/?page_id=1066\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"116\" height=\"35\" src=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/arrow-L.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-869 size-full\"\/><\/a><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left bluehover italic has-large-font-size\"><a href=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/?page_id=1066\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/?page_id=1066\">Surface<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide has-media-on-the-right is-stacked-on-mobile\" style=\"grid-template-columns:auto 15%\"><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right bluehover italic has-large-font-size\"><a href=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/?page_id=1069\">Trapped<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><a href=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/?page_id=1069\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"116\" height=\"35\" src=\"https:\/\/connectionsnmhi.ualberta.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/arrow-R-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-870 size-full\"\/><\/a><\/figure><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i am broken and i am whole eaker sak\u00e2w laboucan Photograph and poem I took this photo while walking in downtown Edmonton an evening this past summer. 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